Thrilled that my work like finally won't suck anymore, and that I'm actually going to be taking a bonafide business trip across the entire country to San Francisco! I've never been to CA before. Yes, sad indeed. But on an even 'glummer' note, I've never really been much of anywhere. Not further west in the U.S. than west Philly... well, with the exception of a day or two in Austin. But...
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I've been so happy for the past two weeks because I have been writing non-stop!!! FINALLY!!! My mind has been blocked since about April. It was like every time I would write something I would hate it and try again. But.....nothing. I know there's a ton of you who know that horrible feeling. Now I can't write or type fast enough and I'm afraid if I don't get it down right then, I may lose the...
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today was my first day of high school. im not gonna liei kind of like it. they say high school is the best 4 years your life. ha. we'll see.
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dumb/brave enough to do it...so he calls me and offers me the job. So for 7 hours today I was promoting these electronic spider toys that climb the wall and will even climb on the ceilings. I sat in this box thing with just my head poking out and there was a spider body built onto the box. Worst part about it was that in the box I had to sit on my knees. But at the radio shack...
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So I joined a dating site (begrudgingly, but I did) met some interesting people (even some 3eb fans which was definitely welcoming) and ONE in particular…I shall call him “Mr. Red Flaggs” Well Mr. Red reminded me of someone else I had issues with. So I brushed him off deleted him off a certain site (after adding him for a day) and figured he’d get the hint when I didn’t call...
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“I’m so bored.” “I’m sorry, Chels. Have you tried masturbating?” “Even that is getting old.” “I hear you. It‘s much more fun when someone else helps you out.” “It certainly is. The sad part is that I‘m past the point of even caring about masturbation.” “Me too.” “Well, why don’t you just try thinking about what turns you on?”...
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I've known Lois for close to twenty years. I've known her wife Rachael for almost as long. Not the material for schoolboy fantasies, Lois and Rachael are covert lesbians. Looking more like a couple of grandmothers than the stereotypical lesbian couple, both of them have hearts of gold and reside within my circle of friends. Not sure if they frequent a bakery, and equally not...
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uploaded preview of G.O.W. video, if link is broken or w/e youtube most likely deleted the video. I'm uploading the video onto a separate site for free download. And as far as the editing goes, I wont be able to resume for a few days because while moving back into my dorm, I somehow "lost" the powercord to my external harddrive back home. Really pissed at myself. I also have a...
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And I don't feel any different. I hate that I have become like so many others and take a moment for reflection as I am reminded that I'm only getting closer to the inevitable, eternal sleep. I get asked, "Do you feel older?" My usual response is, "Only when I'm hungover." I don't feel any different than I did yesterday, except that I will be getting a lot of attention today and this weekend....
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